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Wednesday, August 27, 2003

just stuff

We had a potluck tonight with our Bible study group, and I was pretty good, but I'm so used to being strict with myself that I feel like I was really bad. I ate a small square of lasagna, two different kinds of green salad, and a few small slices of sourdough bread. I have not weighed myself today. That is supposed to be a feeling of freedom but it's really not; I feel panicked. What if I gained 5 pounds? What if I'm back at my starting weight?? aaaauugggh!!



I will not go weigh myself. I will not weigh myself. I will not weigh myself.



I got one thing on my list of goals for this week done yesterday: I went through the boxes of clothes I had lying around, which the kids had outgrown, and sorted them out and got some of them delivered to where they're going. I do still need to get ready for school next week though. That's tomorrow's job -- cleaning the room, getting it organized, and figuring out what our first week will be like. The next day is the day that our family looks forward to second only to Christmas: THE FAIR. How exciting. It is a lot like Christmas; you love it when you're a kid and then you love it even more as an adult watching your kids love it. And the next day is the destruction derby, which is not only fun, but it's also the end of destruction derby season which means I have my husband around on evenings and weekends again. ;-)



ah, my radio program is over, and I'm practically falling asleep sitting up. I'm going to bed... I will not weigh myself on the way by, I will not...

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